Monday, March 12, 2007
hihi all... i came bck frm my, ophir... it was sooo tough...
but after we reach the peak, it was worth it all the hard work...
after ther trip up and down, we actually stayed in the resort... it was quite cool ya?
and i also found a serious problem in our inter 1 platoon... they split themselves into two groups... the so called coporals in probations and the so called 'elites' who always comes 4 trngs... what the hell r they thinking man.. during the trip, i tried to mix with the so called probations... but they was like thinking that we were juz showing off... maybe they are thinking too much
I am feeling soooooo sad. where is the unity that we had in sec 1? where?where? where? i hav been trying to find it... how can i help to get our platoon back into unity without any more outcasting? they are outcasting some of the platoon mates... y is this happening? power struggle? y?y?y? is power really that important? I really hate it man... i used to like ncc very much and since i joined hpt, i really feel a strong sense of passion 4 both ncc n hpt... now? wads happening? y m i feeling safe n a sense of belonging only to hpt? y isit so? hpt is a group of ppl that is easy going n fun to be with. we r juz lik a big family. ncc used to be like tis... unity, fun and a big family... but now? i cant imagine it man... i really dun feel like going to ncc... y? i also dunno... maybe? but i feel that i should go on... is tis a challenge? y is it like tis? how i wish there was no rank system in ncc...but its almost impossible!!!!i may be crying,y? i may feel disheartened,y?
i believe there are a few people that are very united in ncc... but they are only united in their own groups and outcasting others... In ncc PPL ARE RANK ACCORDING TO POPULARITY... tis is wad some told mi... y? is it because they are the best cadets? or isit because they are better looking than the others? i dunno? wad r they actually tinking of?i also dunno?
some idiots in ncc are also passing down bad rumors about ppl... n... even if the so called 'probations' do mix with some of the so called 'elites'... it was only SOME of it not all... wad can be done to help us? plzplzplz... help!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hope i hope i really hope... as day pass by, im feeling more n more relunctant to go 4 ncc................-_-,,,,
but after we reach the peak, it was worth it all the hard work...
after ther trip up and down, we actually stayed in the resort... it was quite cool ya?
and i also found a serious problem in our inter 1 platoon... they split themselves into two groups... the so called coporals in probations and the so called 'elites' who always comes 4 trngs... what the hell r they thinking man.. during the trip, i tried to mix with the so called probations... but they was like thinking that we were juz showing off... maybe they are thinking too much
I am feeling soooooo sad. where is the unity that we had in sec 1? where?where? where? i hav been trying to find it... how can i help to get our platoon back into unity without any more outcasting? they are outcasting some of the platoon mates... y is this happening? power struggle? y?y?y? is power really that important? I really hate it man... i used to like ncc very much and since i joined hpt, i really feel a strong sense of passion 4 both ncc n hpt... now? wads happening? y m i feeling safe n a sense of belonging only to hpt? y isit so? hpt is a group of ppl that is easy going n fun to be with. we r juz lik a big family. ncc used to be like tis... unity, fun and a big family... but now? i cant imagine it man... i really dun feel like going to ncc... y? i also dunno... maybe? but i feel that i should go on... is tis a challenge? y is it like tis? how i wish there was no rank system in ncc...but its almost impossible!!!!i may be crying,y? i may feel disheartened,y?
i believe there are a few people that are very united in ncc... but they are only united in their own groups and outcasting others... In ncc PPL ARE RANK ACCORDING TO POPULARITY... tis is wad some told mi... y? is it because they are the best cadets? or isit because they are better looking than the others? i dunno? wad r they actually tinking of?i also dunno?
some idiots in ncc are also passing down bad rumors about ppl... n... even if the so called 'probations' do mix with some of the so called 'elites'... it was only SOME of it not all... wad can be done to help us? plzplzplz... help!!!!!!!!!!!!!i hope i hope i really hope... as day pass by, im feeling more n more relunctant to go 4 ncc................-_-,,,,
what did i do so wrong that you had to leave me alone ... at 10:32 PM
0 people in the crowd heard my words
0 people in the crowd heard my words